Why Jesus, Was I asked to write these Books?
Last night, during the wee hours of June 29th, 2024 God woke me and gave me a "download." He filled me with knowledge and understanding of why I’m writing these books, a question I'd asked Him many times. At last He explained to me why they are so important. I listened and nodded and smiled because I finally began to understand. I said, “thank you, Jesus,” and turned over to go back to sleep. And Jesus said, “NO. Wake up and write what I’m giving to you right now!” So, I obeyed and did it immediately. What He gave me will be explained here in just a minute. Here is a little of the background.
As I wrote the In Jesus Name series, I kept asking God, “Why?”
I didn’t really understand. Why would an angel appear to me in my room at the foot of my bed and tell me to write? I figured it must be important. At first I thought it was because I was supposed to become this great, best-selling author. But after years I realized, that wasn’t gonna be the case. Only a few hundred people had read the books. So I continued to ask Him, “Why Lord?” I asked, “Why, Father, would You send an angel, an actual angel, to visit me and instruct me and have me write these books? Why, if almost no one is going to read them?”
It wasn't easy. I had only a high school education, (though back then, that was a much better education than it is nowadays.) Still, there was definitely a learning curve. I didn’t give up because God laid this on my heart and I had a burning desire and passion to write these books and do His will.
Things really ramped up after the "plandemic" took my husband in 2021. When he passed, I was in a coma. I finally got out of the hospital after almost three months. The doctors commented many times that they couldn’t believe I survived. They all said it was a miracle. They didn’t understand that God had plans for me.
Once home from the hospital I was concentrating on learning to walk again and to use my hand again, because I’d had a stroke while in the coma. After being home for a few months, Jesus told me to get to work. He gave me visions and dreams and spoke to me very loudly in my head and showed me what exactly He wanted me to write.
As I wrote the newest novels I kept asking the same old question. Why?
Finally, one day He gave me an answer with one sentence.
"These Books are manuals on how I would have my children live."
I accepted that for a minute, though I could see that still, only a few people were actually reading them. I was prompted to simply trust the Father. Those who are His children, those who have "an ear to hear," will indeed be led to read them. So I did. I trusted Him to be my webmaster, to be my agent, to be my publisher, to be my advertiser. By this time I had no interest in being rich or famous. The strong connection to the Lord had lifted me out of the earthly goals of this world. I wanted only to serve Him in any way I could. So I prayed and wrote, and prayed and wrote, pretty much every single day.
Then, one day recently I decided to ask again. “Why, Father? They may be manuals on how to live but obviously, this world isn’t gonna be around much longer. The end times signs are becoming very clear. He then gave two more words.
"New Earth."
That answer sufficed for a little while. I didn’t ask again, but I did wonder what exactly that meant. I knew a new earth is mentioned in the Bible several times. Here are a few of the times:
“See, I will create new heavens and a new earth.
The former things will not be remembered,
nor will they come to mind.”
Isaiah 65:17
“As the new heavens and the new earth that I make
will endure before me,” declares the Lord, “so will
your name and descendants endure.”
Isaiah 66:22
"Then I saw “a new heaven and a new earth,” for the first heaven
and the first earth had passed away, and there was no
longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem,
coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride
beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice
from the throne saying, “Look! God’s dwelling place is now
among the people, and he will dwell with them. They will be his people,
and God himself will be with them and be their God.
‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’
or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”
Revelation 21:1-4
"But according to his promise we are waiting for new
heavens and a new earth in which righteousness dwells."
2 Peter 3:13
"These books, though entertaining, were not written for your entertainment. You were NOT put on this earth to lie on soft mattresses and be entertained."
Like I said, I didn’t ask again. However I did wonder exactly how and when these books would be used on the "new earth." Then a few weeks ago the Lord told me to put all of my books up on the website for others to download for FREE. I was not to care about compensation. I didn’t even know that I could put the books up on my website to be downloaded. I researched and figured out how to do it and obeyed God’s prompting. He also told me to get Books #12 and #13 up, even though they were not quite finished. He told me it was urgent and so I put those up too. I didn't know why it was so urgent. I thought maybe there was someone who must have them right now, or maybe I'm about to die, or maybe the 'Rapture' is about to happen. (I choose that one! ;) I wasn’t questioning anymore because I’d learned to trust God completely. Yet, I did silently wonder how this would all come to pass.
I’ve been putting up new versions of each book as I get more editing done, as I come across typos or errors. Also, I am currently working on #14 Such a Time As This. I have no idea what amazing things will happen in this new book!
Now, last night the Lord woke me and gave me this Word:
"These books that are manuals are for several groups of people; those who are dead in Christ, those who have been “Raptured,” and those “Tribulation Saints” who have been left behind. In other words, all those who have or will eventually make it into the Kingdom of God, one way or another."
Jesus confirmed: "And yes, there will be a rapture. Remember I have given you several confirmations."
[Yes, that is true. He has given me several amazing, supernatural confirmations, which I have shared in a PDF at the very bottome of the FREE DOWNLOAD page.]
The Word continued: "As I told you before, these books are manuals. Though they are entertaining, they are NOT fiction books written for entertainment. They are parables and allegory teaching how God's children need to live, either while waiting for the Rapture of the church, or still on the Earth waiting for the Second coming of Christ, or are currently with the Father in His kingdom.
"Do not think that you will all be in “heaven” lying around doing nothing. Does that sound Godly? There is a plan for you all. You’ve heard it said many times that God has a plan for you. That plan does not end when your human existence ends. That plan is not just for when you are humans on this earth. That plan continues. There is a plan for each of you once you are with the me in the kingdom.
"You will not be simply lounging around playing harps and singing praises. There will be so much more that WE have to do. There is a way that the the children of God are to live in the kingdom, and THAT is what these manuals are for. The books show you how you will remain a family. They show you how a family can live nobly, in honesty, with integrity, working hard every day to serve. Yes, serve, even in the kingdom. It might seem that these books are just entertaining stories, but you have NOT been created for, or are in this plan, or are on the earth to sit around and be entertained. These manuals were given in order to teach and educate the children of God as to how You are to live when you are on the New Earth. That is why I did something as grand as send an angel to speak to you.
"In the Kingdom, you will have free will. You can still choose to obey God's laws or not. There will be no evil, however, there will still be obstacles and you will continue to grow and evolve. The children of God do not remain stagnant.
This next part, is how I was shown to present the books to you. They are ALL important. Each one. They grow in importance as you learn and grow WITH the characters in the books. I asked Jesus if I should change the first few books to add more of the lessons that are in Book #9 and possibly make the first books more impactful. He told me "No. The reader must move through the progression and learn and integrate as they go."
Jesus showed me that at first these books may seem like they are simply nice stories, entertaining and action-packed. In actuality, these books are like a college course in Godly living. They are living a lifetime of learning in the few weeks it takes to move through the books.
He showed me that you will really get to the meat of the matter when you get to books #9, #10, #11, #12, #13 and eventually #14. That is where everything comes together. However, books #1 through #8 are essential to truly grasping and appreciating and learning what happens in the rest of the series.
If compared to a college course of studies, Books #1-#3 are like Godly Living 101, a freshman course. They are the base. They are a beginning, just like the characters are beginning to learn and grow.
Next, Books #4-#6 are like the sophomore year. They add to the base but you are not at the pinnacle yet.
Junior year, Books #7-#8 and the prequel, Messages from God, is really starting to develop an understanding in what God is teaching.
Book #9 is the beginning of your senior year. Books #10 and #11 are Final Exam. You graduate!
And then... #12 #13 and #14 you have started on your Master’s program.
Bottom line:
Whether you’re waiting for the rapture, if you’ve already been raptured, or if you’re left behind and going through the tribulation, or are witnessing the Second Coming of Christ, or if you have finally made it to be together on the New Earth, these manuals must be read and studied and implemented into your life. Of course, you will have your freewill. Choose to do the will of the Father or choose not to. If you have already read these books, (manuals) before the rapture, then you are that much further ahead and can move on quickly. Studying these books is not a hard thing we've been asked to do. Like was said earlier, they are not written for your entertainment, however, they are extremely entertaining. They are action-packed, they have humor, and mostly they have many deep, God-given principles. They show us how we, as contemporary people, can implement the Biblical principles into our lives.
They are how God would have us live now and in the future.
When I received this word, I questioned God about the internet. I told him, if WWIII starts, if the Rapture happens, more than likely there will be no more internet, right? And so how will people be able to get the books? He again asked me to trust Him. He asked me did I not think that He could access anything He wanted to access?
Will there be more books after #14? I have recently been shown that a new series will be written. It is called, "The Twelve."
I don’t know after that. God has not shown me yet. It’s a slow process. He gives me scenes, He gives me the words of wisdom and insights, I do my best to write them down in a sensible structure. Most of the time I have no idea how something will turn out. God is so amazing!
I pray I will be able to fulfill my full mission in honor and I pray for anyone reading these words that you will be filled with the Holy Spirit and feel God’s love and be strong in the coming days. In Jesus’ name I pray, amen.